It's been like three years since I wrote in a journal like this. I had pretty much every source of online journal you could have... Xanga, Livejournal, Caleida, Greatestjournal..... and other ones that I can't even remember.
My Caleida was my well known one. It was public and always had tons of pictures. I wish now that I could go back and read it.... but alas, Caleida is dead. :(
I suppose it's better that way. I probably would have become all melancholy and reminiscent and end up being all bitter about it all day. You know, the mind set of, "I wish I could go back..."
I was always really obsessed with writing everything down. It was never about trends... (I actually hate trends, which is funny because everything I have [formspring, facebook, myspace, etc] has become one). It was always the fact that I wanted to REMEMBER my life at every exact moment. I wanted to remember the person that I was and the friends that I had and the life that I was living. Was it maybe to look back and laugh? Was it maybe to see how I've grown? I don't really know.
I guess these blog things remind me of a better time... or hope for better times in the future.
I don't know, but now I'm stuck with it.
I also want to remember all the moments of my life, my friend, relatives, and that's why I'm constantly taking pictures of them...That's great that you put down everything that happens in your life.
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